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About Kathleen

Spiritual Companion since 2016: A spiritual companion simply converses with one person or small group at a time to explore their connections with the universe or higher power of their understanding. Support, companionship, and mutual growth are keys to successful spiritual direction, along with a safe space for exploration. For 25 years I served several congregations as Pastor or as Consultant to pastors and/or congregations.

A Harsh Wake-Up Call

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The Berry Street Essay was established by the Rev. William Ellery Channing in 1820. His church was the Federal Street Church in Boston, but his study faced Berry Street, thus its name. It is now the longest annual lecture series in the United States!  A Unitarian Universalist minister is asked each year to deliver the lecture on some aspect of ministry.

This year the Berry Street Essay was delivered by the Rev. Deborah Pope-Lance. She is a psychotherapist and a consultant to clergy and congregations, and a minister affiliated with First Parish Church in Wayland, MA. Her expertise is in healing the aftermath of clergy sexual abuse–the scourge of congregational life. Deborah has provided consultation to multiple denominations and faith communities.

What is a faith community all about but to provide sanctuary? Community, spiritual growth, social action, yes, but within a safe place. Unfortunately the sanctuary is sometimes violated.

When professional boundaries are crossed it is always the individual in authority who is ultimately responsible. No matter how tempting a counselee or congregant might be; no matter how he or she might pursue their affections, clergy have to draw the line clearly and forthrightly.

This is not an egalitarian relationship! Ministers in their work settings have an unspoken “authority” by virtue of their office. Boundary violations hurt not only the congregant, but all the family members, the children, the congregation, and the very office of Minister.

I was stunned to hear some estimates: In a 400-adult member congregation, 7 women have experienced clergy sexual violations. In addition, 32 women in that congregation have witnessed this in one of their congregations. Women can also be perpetrators of abuse, though the incidence is lower among reported cases.

Deborah said that ministers who serve as Interim Ministers estimate that 67 percent of congregations have some kind of sexual abuse in their history. The ripples continue for years and for generations unless there is appropriate intervention. And we’re talking about Unitarian Universalists here–just as prevalent as any other faith tradition.

Members of congregations can lean on ministers, but we may not lean on you. We are your ministers–we are not your friends in the same way that you are friends with one another. We must have friendships outside the congregation; we must have strong collegial connections; and we must become more and more spiritually grounded.

I have witnessed the aftermath of sexual boundary violations, I have seen men’s ministries devastated, and I have helped women recover from trauma. My experience as Resident Advocate for a women’s shelter opened my eyes back in the 80’s. Wednesday’s lecture by Deborah Pope-Lance was another wake-up call.

A few bad apples spoil the pie, the cider, the applesauce, and the entire orchard. Let me know if you want to share your story.

Standing on the Side of Love

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Do you recognize the young people holding the banner?

A hint: they both have a connection with Live Oak UU Church. Yes, I know I was too far away. We were at Marshall Park in Charlotte, NC, a 15-minute walk from the Convention Center. Free cab fare was given to folks who could not get there by foot.

We were there to hear about the discriminatory bill in North Carolina against worker rights for GLBTQ people and to sign petitions against it. Just as the closing prayer was delivered, a thunderstorm gave us a real baptism. Chaos ensued, especially for people in wheelchairs that could not get wet. Banners became “umbrellas” where needed, while most of us scurried back to the Convention Center or to our hotels to dry off.

Some years ago a social witness event in Cleveland, OH, resulted in a drenching. Hmm, what year was that?

Service of Living Tradition

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At last night’s Service of Living Tradition, ministers, religious educators, and musicians were recognized for achieving notable credentials. In our area: from First UU Church in San Antonio, the Rev. Bret Lortie received Final Fellowship (like getting tenure). From the UU Congregation of San Marcos, Brian Ferguson received Preliminary Fellowship (having jumped through all the hoops required of new ministers. Note: Brian will be ordained Nov. 6!)

Nice innovation: Early in the service we whooped and hollered for the honorees as their names were read, a picture was put on the screens, and they rose from among the people to their places on stage. Then it became more like a worship service with wonderful music and a terrific sermon by Michael Schuler. Did you know “djembe” (drum in West Africa) means “gathering in peace”? Djembes are frequently used for ceremonial occasions to honor people. They were beautifully used last night!

The service also commemorates ministers who have died in the past year. This year I had known three of them: Mary Harrington, Charles Howe, and Brandoch “Brandy” Lovely. Some of the other nine I knew only by reputation or through their writings.

I remember my own events: Preliminary Fellowship in 1993 (Ft. Worth), Final Fellowship in 1997 (Phoenix). The next time I walk the stage, the universe willing, should be for my retirement some 10-15 years from now. But do ministers ever really retire? There is so much ministry needed in the world that even if we receive no paycheck, we have been ordained to serve. It is our calling from that willing universe.

Congrats to all the ministers, educators, and musicians honored last night (about 135 of them). Godspeed, Mary, Charles, and Brandy.

General Assembly in Full Swing!

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To stream events and read about our Unitarian Universalist General Assembly in Charlotte, NC, click here

On the first full day I attended two workshops related to pastoral care and one on membership. Many of the ideas will be helpful as Live Oak continues to strengthen those areas of congregational life.

Since I am a youth sponsor this year, I also attended youth worship and HUUPLA (Human UU Persons’ Large Assembly) for youth, their sponsors and staff. It was mostly to check in with each other and hear pertinent announcements. For instance, 30 of the youth will have lunch with the Board of Trustees today.

Youth (and sponsors) enjoy instant gratification. Just for showing up at events we are given a different colored bead to add to our name tags. I have beads for attending orientation, for coming to my first youth event, to worship, and to HUUPLA. It almost becomes a competition! The youth are engaged in a scavenger hunt to encourage them to go to particular exhibits and events. The winner earns prize money for her/his home congregation! Go Kelly!

Later in the day I attended a worship service for Church of the Larger Fellowship. I have been a member for years, primarily for access to their resources, but also to support this “church without walls.” They are the church for isolated UUs around the world, including prisons. The Rev. Meg Riley was installed as their new Senior Minister. Notable UUs took part in the service: Nate Walker (sermon), Abhi Janamanchi (charge to the minister), Kay Montgomery (charge to the congregation), Laurel Hallman (prayer of installation), and Jason Shelton (music). It was a great celebration!

More to come……

Prayer Journal

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Thanks to Karl, I’ve started a prayer journal. On a recent Sunday he mentioned having done this for a couple of years, once a week, and sent me samples from his book. Since I keep a journal and I regularly meditate or pray, why not combine the practices? The idea is to spend some time (perhaps an hour) once a week to write to whatever/whoever seems appropriate: Spirit of Life; Mystery of the Universe; Holy One; My Higher Self . . . and just put your inner needs or desires into words. I started with a different journal from my usual one. It had been given to participants of a yoga retreat in April, and seemed just right for my new purpose.

Here’s a sample prayer, fresh off the keyboard:

Mystery Beyond My Understanding,

Be with my friends and parishioners who are hospitalized, in rehab, under Hospice care, and recently deceased. Each of them has been a teacher to me and continues to teach me without a single lesson plan.

They show me that we are frail vessels who might suddenly become ill or injured or in need of surgery. I particularly pray for my neighbor Ken, whose surgery is very soon. He is afraid and anxious, not just of the surgery but of the aggressive cancer. Another neighbor, a nurse, has been a steadfast companion.

They show me what it means to live and die with dignity, how dying brings out both the best and the worst of patients, family members, and friends. That we will die is not a mystery, but we prefer to ignore that fact.

Mystery of Life, Mystery of Death, open my eyes and let compassion guide me into good ministry and loving friendship.

Shanti, Peace, Aloha

Here’s a link to How to Keep a Prayer Journal. It suggests keeping a Bible at hand, but any scripture or book of poetry might be your preference. Let me know if you decide to try this–and check with me to make sure I keep it up!
Keeping a Prayer Journal

Journey of 1000 Miles

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Sermon delivered June 5, 2011

Today marks the beginning of our summer of proverbs! Children, youth, and adults will be engaged in the same topics each week.

“A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step” certainly gets a lot of traction! saying is attributed to Lao Tzu, who lived over 2500 years ago. Confucius also got credited, though he was born 20 years after Lao Tzu died. And we keep on saying it because it applies to just about every person and every new venture that is ever undertaken.

Consider this morning’s parable. Tony went to summer camp as an art student. His bunkmate Andy attended as a drama student. Each boy helped the other one overcome obstacles so that Tony could participate in a play in spite of his fear of forgetting lines, and Andy learned how to use a potter’s wheel in spite of having only one arm. It just happened that they met each other and coaxed something new from a new friend. You can probably remember a time when someone said just the right thing to point you in an unexpected direction.

The title “Journey of a Thousand Miles” shows up all over the internet. I found it on a personal finance blog that said if you want to get out of debt, start with a list of everything you spend for a month. There’s also a wedding blog, Journey of a Thousand Miles, that tracks a bride and groom’s journey from their engagement to a destination wedding and honeymoon. An autobiography, Journey of a Thousand Miles: My Story, shares the life of a boy in China who eventually travels to Europe then America then on the world stage through piano performance.

Life itself is a journey. All of us could tell a story about a truly significant turning point or moment when something new began. A new baby, an empty nest, a graduation, a new job—are common experiences that occur only after a period of preparation. David Brooks had a good message for recent college graduates when he said, “It’s not about you.” Brooks says, “Most successful young people don’t look inside and then plan a life. They look outside and find a problem, which summons their life. . . . The purpose in life is not to find yourself. It’s to lose yourself”[i] in something that calls to you.

That resonates with a phone conversation I had with Ruth Chatfield, our eldest Live Oak member. For her, the reason to do something comes from an urge to be of use and to make a contribution. She has just come home from the hospital and doesn’t know what contribution she can make any more. She wanted me to tell you that there are some Very Good People at Live Oak and she wouldn’t know what to do without you. She couldn’t come to church today because a home health nurse will be visiting her every morning for 30 days to help her with medication and other needs. During Ruth’s 92 years she has undertaken countless journeys, especially in the world of art and music. She was a dancer, then a violinist, then an artist, then a potter—redirected each time because of a specific medical challenge. If anyone knows about journeys, Ruth certainly does!

Sometimes a journey gets kick started when you feel lower than a snake’s belly or lost in the slough of despond. My friend Jim, who spent 3 ½ years in a federal prison, said the journey to hell also begins with a single step. He is out of prison now and after a few years of struggle he is finally ready to move on. His youngest son graduated from high school this year. The sense of completion seems to have provided the incentive Jim needs to refocus on his own life.

An organization that was born out of the pain of a daughter’s death grew to become “For the Love of Christi.” Hundreds of families like Live Oak’s MacIntoshes and Von Alts have been helped through enormous grief. Now they, in turn, provide support to other families who suffer the death of a child. No one understands better than someone who has shared that experience. Yesterday an addition to the Christi House was dedicated. Christi’s parents Don and Susan Cox were there with gratitude for generous donations of time, money, and in-kind donations ranging from the concrete slab to the living room couches. A moving prayer was offered by the Rev. Dale Schultz, senior pastor of St. Phillips United Methodist Church in Round Rock.

Whether it’s a gradual decision or a devastating event, there finally comes a moment to act. Mary Oliver in her poem “The Journey. ”    [Here’s an excerpt. Entire poem easily found online.]

One day you finally knew

what you had to do and began,

. . .

determined to dothe only thing you could do—

determined to save

the only life you could save.

What makes us decide to embark on a journey of any sort? A tragedy, a chance encounter, a suggestion, thoughtful consideration?

Fifty years ago the first Freedom Riders got on buses in Washington D.C. and headed south with a determination to raise the issue of unfair racial laws while remaining non-violent no matter what happened. They were indeed met with violence, especially in Alabama and Mississippi. Brutal beatings, fire bombing one of the buses, and prison time for hundreds. After the first group of a dozen or so were forced to return home, more waves of young adults, black and white, boarded other buses. Non-violent protest stood in stark contrast to public brutality until finally the Kennedy administration was forced to uphold federal laws of equal rights. We continue to challenge injustice wherever it occurs.

Thirty years ago odd cancers and pneumonia began showing up among young gay men in New York and California. These were the first harbingers of a catastrophic pandemic that has infected over 60 million people and killed at least 30 million. In 1981 no one knew whether it was a new disease, what caused it, how it spread, how to treat it, or even a name for it. AIDS research has been a long journey full of trial and error to achieve today’s better treatment and education about prevention, but there is no vaccine yet and the trials and errors will continue for a long time to come.

What makes us decide to embark on a journey of any sort? I like to believe that it’s a combination of fact, context, and intuition. But apparently there’s a lot more to decision-making before it even reaches a conscious level.

Some of you probably heard Dr. David Eagleman on Fresh Air this week[ii] or saw him on TV or read about him in the New Yorker magazine. He is a neuroscientist at Houston’s Baylor College of Medicine and a writer and speaker. His latest book Incognito explores the neurons and brain activity that compete for attention and influence how we act, what attracts us, and what we think. Eagleman says that all of this happens after an internal lightning storm of electrical impulses that operate quite without our conscious awareness.

Brain cells make up the 3-pounds of gray matter we each carry around in our skulls. The cells are made of hundreds of billions of neurons and glia that are as complicated as a city. Electrical pulses to other cells measure up to hundreds of times per second. That means, Eagleman says, that there are as many connections in a single cubic centimeter of brain tissue as there are stars in the Milky Way galaxy.

It boggles my mind—in a happy way! Conscious thoughts in making a decision cannot even begin to capture that level of connectivity. Behavior, thoughts, and actions might seem to appear out of the blue, but we don’t even have a way to describe what’s happening. You could damage your little finger and still be you, but if you damage that much brain, it might affect your ability to speak, to understand music, to avoid a hot stove, or to recognize yourself in a mirror. When the brain changes, so do we. Most of its function is below conscious level but ultimately it controls our journey of thousands of miles.

Having been introduced to Dr. Eagleman, I kept reading interviews with him and watching his videos. His previous book Sum is a journey of possibilities. After all, he calls himself a Possibilian. For this book he selected 40 possible “reasons for our existence and the meaning of life and death.” In various stories, maybe “God is a married couple,” or “God is the size of a bacterium,” or “life runs backwards after the expansion of the universe reverses and you get to see all the details you mis-remembered.” [iii] When he made up the word possibilian in a lecture, hundreds of people had emailed him by the time he got back to his office, so he did the modern first thing: launched the website possibilian.com. Check it out!

As a Possibilian, Eagleman rivals the late great Carl Sagan in his ability to fascinate audiences about science and its creative process. So much scientific knowledge has been gained over the past 400 years! “We reached the moon and eradicated smallpox and built the Net and tripled life spans.” It’s like we are building a pier out into the ocean or out into space. One by one we add planks of knowledge to the end of the pier for new generations to follow. But eventually, standing at the end of the pier, all you can see in the distance is mystery. Eagleman describes mystery as “The equivalence of mass and energy, dark matter, multiple spatial dimensions, how to build consciousness from pieces and parts, what life and death are about, and so on. I have no doubt that we will continue to build the pier out, several new slats in each generation, but we have no guarantee how far we’ll get. [iv]

From the depths of one of those nematodes found deep in a South African cave to the outer reaches of space, the frontier beckons. Enjoy this time lapse view from four Very Large Telescopes in Chile. Let your mind soar on a journey through space and time.

http://www.popsci.com/technology/article/2011-05/time-lapse-video-very-large-telescope-work-coolest-thing-youll-see-today

We are a part of this!  We may not know where we’re going, but we are on the journey!

Amen


[i] A version of this op-ed appeared in print on May 31, 2011, on page A23 of the New York edition with the headline: It’s Not About You.

[iv] Ibid.

Running on Empty

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Reflections on Hunger, here and in India, 29 May 2011

An Organic Farm and a Basti (slum)

A couple of weeks ago, Audrey and Linda facilitated a Prayer Bead workshop. Participants talked about prayer and what it means or doesn’t mean, and we had a chance to make a set of prayer beads like these and a felt bag to keep them in. How many of us would even have been interested ten or fifteen years ago? Yet there we were—more than 20 of us. It was a fun craft project. It was a social event. There was a delicious lunch, thanks to Audrey. But for many of us it was a moment in time to focus on a spiritual hunger. We have all we need in terms of food and material wealth. We have plenty of things to do and multiple ways to give of ourselves. Sometimes that’s the problem. We tend to give of ourselves until our Selves are depleted. We find ourselves running on empty.

Many of us are hungry for WHOLENESS.

 Perhaps all of us are hungry at one level or another.  “I’m spiritual, but not religious,” is a frequent mantra. Spiritual hunger might refer to an ill-defined empty feeling like something is missing, like life has no meaning. We can fill ourselves with work or mindless television or reading or shopping or eatin0g or love. We can spend more time in meditation or in nature or in relationship. There are plenty of negative and positive ways to fill a spiritual hunger.

My trips to Japan in 2003 and to India this year exposed me to different cultural expectations of spirituality, more than other countries I’ve visited. This morning I’ll take you on another journey to India. You won’t even need to spend 25 hours of travel to get from Austin to Chennai, a port city on the southeast coast of India, on the Bay of Bengal. The Rev. Abhi Janamanchi, minister of the Unitarian Universalist Church in Clearwater, FL, led a group to his home country: to “Sacred Places” in south India, and to Unitarian schools and churches in northeast India, and to Delhi and Agra in north India over a 3-week period.

I knew that India would be a land of contrast—such as wealth and poverty, beauty and squalor, temples and slums. I knew I would be entering another culture and that it would be wise for me to let go of expectations and let go of quick judgments. Abhi’s objective was “to provide [us] with an in-depth experience of life in India, especially in smaller towns.” Our spirits were filled by what we experienced. We became pilgrims in an immersion experience.

Our bodies were filled with delicious Indian food—

  • idly with chutney or sambar,
  • dal with vegetables,
  • shahi paneer, and
  • plenty of steamed rice or parathi or naan.

Hindus eat meat but not beef; Muslims and Christians eat beef.

One guy joked that with his luck he would come back in his next lifetime as a cow in a Muslim neighborhood!

 Two particular destinations in India were related to food.

One of them was in Abhi’s hometown of Rajahmundry (a “small town” of 800,000). We took an overnight train (an adventure in itself). The train stopped for about 5 minutes so we were all lined up in the aisles ready to toss luggage out to his family and friends. We were AMAZED to see how much luggage they could carry!

 Luggage

 

We visited Abhi’s cousin Krishna’s organic farm right on the Godavari River in the city of Rajahmundry. The Godavari is one of the longest rivers in India, about 900 miles. It flows all the way from Mumbai in western India through this southern area and on to the Bay of Bengal, so it collects water across many miles. The widest portion goes through Rajahmundry—a little over 3 miles to the other side.

The farm sits on a bank 30 feet above the river. We could see islands where fishermen lived and worked, but in the rainy season those islands will be submerged. In fact, last August the river rose 50 feet and the farm was flooded by 20 feet of water. Krishna and crew had had to move the cattle, water buffalo, turkeys, chickens, guinea fowl, dogs, and people to higher ground. Crops sustained quite a bit of damage—the sugar cane, mangos, bananas, cashews, coconuts, and rice.

Krishna showed us how sugar cane is laid on the ground lengthwise and grows new sprouts from those canes. Sugar cane has an 11-month growing season. Rice is planted between the rows and is harvested twice a year, after a 4-month growing season.

Here’s a picture of a 3-week old calf that was untethered and frolicked around until he caught his mother’s attention. She left the herd and came running over to greet her youngster until the cowherd managed to bring her back.

One of the workers climbed a palm tree in his bare feet with only a rubber belt for safety and a machete to cut down bunches of coconuts for us to enjoy.

 Ready to Climb

 

 

This variety of coconut is full of water, not milk! The farmworker expertly chopped off each top, inserted a long straws inserted, and we enjoyed a delightfully refreshing drink. Coconut water is clear, without a strong flavor, but it’s very good.  We also ate some of the coconut meat and sweets made with cashews, dates, and mangos. A farm is an excellent place to see a direct link from the earth to our bodies.

 

 The Revs. Abhi Janamanchi and Justin Osterman

We recognized some common farming issues: farmers markets, organic produce and meats, and healthy recipes. There are challenges in farming and distributing nutritious foods, especially locally grown organic foods, and especially when weather or flooding is not under the farmers’ control. There is also a very spiritual connection between food and personal values.

On Friday, the Rev. Eliza Galaher, minister of Wildflower Church in south Austin, encouraged her congregation to fast all day, when they had a worship service at 6pm then broke the fast with simple vegan soup and bread. There is a strong link between spirituality and food—choosing where to eat and with whom, selecting ingredients or menu items, preparing and savoring food. Body, mind, and spirit can best be nourished when we tune in to what we truly crave.

Taking into consideration great advances in agriculture, technically there is enough food in the world to feed everyone. The population has grown by 70%, but world agriculture now produces 17% more calories per person than it did 30 years ago. Poverty is the main culprit—no land to grow food and not enough income to purchase enough food. People in developing countries live on $1.25 per person per day or less—the cost of one song on iTunes. The reasons for poverty are vast and complex.

Statistics on world hunger are estimates based on income per capita vs. the cost of food in various parts of the world. It’s not an exact science. About 14% of world population is hungry, approximately 925 million people.

In medical terms, hunger means malnutrition. The first and most important is protein-energy malnutrition. Protein-energy is a combination of adequate protein plus enough calories from all the basic food groups. The second type is micronutrient deficiency. Micronutrients are not even considered with respect to world hunger. A new and growing concern is the over-abundance of poor food choices that can lead to obesity as well as malnutrition.

But why should anyone be hungry or malnourished? Why are people poor? In brief, economic policy, corruption, lack of education, hunger itself, which leads to lack of energy, depression and disease, climate change, and war. Nearly all of the undernourished are in developing countries.

You might say they are running on empty—simply not enough nutrition for optimal health.

Another amazing place we went was about an hour’s drive outside Delhi. It was a slum, or basti, one of about 70 in the area. You won’t find this described in The Lonely Planet guide for tourists. We don’t spend a lot of time thinking about trash. Streets are pretty clean in Delhi as big cities go, but not all the trash is carried away in large trucks.

 WELCOME

 Shashi Dhushan Pandit, a local activist, escorted us to Pua, an hour’s bus ride from Delhi. At the site, someone had written in chalk, in English as well as Hindi, “WELLCOME.” Several tarps had been carefully laid out in a clearing, upon which a ring of matching chairs awaited our arrival.

Some of the trash is loaded into a burlap bag on a bicycle cart, hauled to the basti and dumped out for the people to pick through and sort. It’s not always food they’re after, though a piece of fruit might be a bonus. They’re looking for recyclables like plastic, cardboard, clothing, fabric and metal. There is an order here—plastics, cardboard, metal in separate piles. They are not beggars or thieves—they are simply trying to eke out a living on the margins of society.

Basti and Cart

 

 Not only do people pick up trash, they also live in the dumps out on the fringes of Delhi. Stray dogs, cows, and countless flies live there as well. There were so many flies that after some time waving them away, I kind of got used to them. At any rate, I was absorbed in listening to our host.

Shashi spoke to us with passion. When he was growing up he saw that loans of 100 rupees would be charged 10 rupees per day in interest. Temples would acquire land needed by peasants. He became a well-educated activist at a very basic, grassroots level.

We didn’t need to understand Hindi to be able to get the gist of what he said: privatization is taking away their livelihood. Big recycling companies are getting the contracts. Shashi is adamant that they will not give up until their needs are addressed. Like with Austin Interfaith and other community organizing groups in the U.S., they learn how to stand up for their rights as human beings—how to use democracy effectively. They learn about the nature and advantages of unions. One difficulty in forming a union is that the workers have to name their employer. Yet who employs them? Everyone and no one!

Manoj is one of the waste pickers and an activist. His wife Vivha decided to start a school with no training other than a high school education. She teaches and Manoj assists when he has time. Classes are normally held outside for about 70 children, but it had rained the night before and the ground was muddy. Instead of an open-air school, they used a small one-room building and only about 30 kids could fit inside the classroom.

Door to Classroom

Notice in the background that a new 5-star hotel is going up next to this waste operation. The people we met are already looking for another place to live and work. Slums don’t mingle well with tourist and business travel.

 Vivha

 With very few teaching materials, Vivha teaches reading, writing, and numbers in Hindi and English (at least), about days, weeks, seasons—all the basics.

 Children in Classroom

There was a wide age range, from toddlers to about 12 years old. Vivha called on students who stood to recite their lessons. She would love to offer a midday meal to the children not just for the nutrition, but also as an incentive for the children to come and for the parents to send them. Basic immunizations and check-ups are a distant dream.

 Children

 

Young Men

We had been greeted by a half dozen young men who protected us from any harassment or problem. Since it rained the night before our visit, the ground was muddy and slippery. Some of the guys offered a hand to help us through the mud because it had rained the night before.

Father and Daughter with Friend

I was struck by the generous spirit of its residents. The kids were neat and clean, they offered us tea; they removed their shoes before going into their huts. The problems of hunger and malnutrition may be worse in India than here, from the sheer numbers of people and the policies against agribusiness with its pros and cons. Not many outsiders take an interest in this work so it was an uncommon opportunity for them to tell us their story.

The Indian government has special economic zones that are referred to by the workers as “exploitation zones.” These are areas in which the state acquires land cheaply (often from peasant farmers) and resells it cheaply to industry. The construction of a nearby temple that was paid for with mostly non-Indian money displaced 20 thousand people.

ID cards in red and green are prepared for the workers. Red represents labor and green represents the environment. A familiar recycling symbol appears on the back. ID cards are a step in establishing documentation as Indian citizens who might not have a birth certificate or a permanent address. After all, if you’re not born in a hospital, you won’t necessarily have a birth certificate. A significant number of the waste pickers are from poor areas of Bihar and West Bengal.

Seeing Us Off

Recycling tons of waste saves the Indian government millions of rupees annually, but the waste pickers get pushed further outside the city. Some of us wondered about the birth rate, but we were reminded to consider the death rate as well—infant mortality is high, and life expectancy is low. With no health care or adequate nutrition mere survival is difficult at best.

Place to Debrief

It was a privilege to visit and witness the very private struggles and living conditions of some hard-working people. We’re still thinking about our part in this system of exploitation and marginalization. We donated some cash that will be used to repair the roof of the classroom , provide immunizations, and assist with slates, chalk, and other educational materials for the children. It may be only a Band-Aid in a system of checks and imbalances but it will make a difference for these children.

The activism described here has a UU connection. The Holdeen India Fund was established by a real estate mogul who left millions of dollars in trust funds to the UUA. He was not a Unitarian Universalist and he had never been to India, but he wanted a tax shelter. Twenty five million dollars was put into an endowment, the interest of which is dedicated to grassroots activism like this. Holdeen leaders look for people like Shashi and work out a plan that might include funding, training, and finding partners to achieve a set of goals.

Although the caste system was taken out of the Indian Constitution and is no longer official policy, the people we met briefly that day are still treated as outcasts. They often come to the city from poor, small villages and encounter culture shock. People at home are more likely to look after each other, while the city is so anonymous. No one knows or cares about each other the way they do in villages. They don’t have time for each other, any more than we do in the U.S.

The waste pickers, though, have strength in numbers and have actually fought successfully against for-profit corporations. They are working for survival, not so much for profit. Sometimes authorities side with the people, the ones who clean up after everyone else, the ones who clean up after us.

I was both physically and spiritually fed by my journey to India. I found that I need is to tend to my spirit daily—as much time as I spend nourishing my body! Perhaps you do, too. We have various ways to fill our spirits—time alone or time volunteering; time with nature or in prayer.

Sam Keen, who wrote Hymns to an Unknown God, believes that, “The spiritual craving of our time is triggered by the perennial human need to connect with something that transcends the fragile self, to surrender to something larger and more lasting than our brief moment in history (p. xviii).”

It seems that physical hunger is closely linked to spiritual hunger. To serve meals at the Austin Resource Center for the Homeless or to collect food for Hill Country Community Ministries is a small step toward feeding both hungers. Fasting for a day or longer is another way to bridge that gap slightly.

Feeding my body happens almost without thinking about it. Feeding my spirit daily is also vitally important. I wouldn’t do without it. There are probably as many ways to fill our spiritual hunger as there are people in the room.

Running on empty won’t get you very far in life. Feed your spirit so that you have something to give to a hungry world.

Amen, Shanti, and Namasté

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Center, Time, and Space

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A Prayer Bead workshop led by Linda and Audrey provided over 20 women with an opportunity to think about prayer and to craft a set of prayer beads. Though some of us consider “prayer” to be a “wounded word” from the past and some of us have no reason to use it in the present, we were presented with alternatives–new ways of thinking about prayer. They are planning another workshop in the fall for children and adults, including families.

I pray on a regular basis now, but for many years it had became a pointless practice.

Maybe prayer felt like a childhood exercise: “Now I lay me down to sleep . . .”; “God is great, God is good . . .”; “The Lord is my shepherd . . .”; “Our Father . . .” At various times these were not just familiar but a source of comfort. (Ironically, they still bring comfort under certain circumstances.) When I left the Episcopal Church as a young adult I walked away from regular prayer, too. Everywhere I looked, prayers were offered for trivial reasons: for OUR team, OUR nation, OUR safety, etc.

These prayer beads serve a tactile purpose of metaphorically touching the spirit of life, the spirit within, and the spirit of connection with others. The entering bead is for Centering, or creating a space within for prayer or meditation. To that Centering bead I added disks for Time and Space. I’m centered in a particular time and space but I am also connected to eternal time and space. Widening my heart makes the Center fuller and richer.

The Rev. Barbara Hamilton-Holway writes of prayer in volume 2 of Evensong>. She describes prayer as:

  • attending to what life gives us
  • listening in the quiet
  • responding honestly and openly
  • hearing the call to a wider perspective, a deeper resolve
  • tending the relationship with our truest, greatest self
  • cultivated when practiced every day, regularly, intentionally
  • a reminder to live with compassion and care for ourselves, others, and creation
  • a rush of thanks for all the gifts of life

Clearly there’s a call to prayer, as simple as “Thanks for Creation” or in whatever form helps you listen to your heart. There’s also a strong call to action when there’s so much that needs human hands to make the world a better place. Let’s pray for that, too!

Peace,

Kathleen